i feel like going goth.
and for once, eyeliner isn't even scaring me. in fact, i'd like to try it. to do that whole black thing, and see whether it makes anything feel different, with all the chains and buckles and black-white-red combinations. i wanna be a vampire, a proper one, not like that thing called edward cullen. it wouldn't be too hard, seeing as i hardly get much sleep anyway.
It's like a secret wanting.
Like a song I can't stop humming.
Or loving someone you can never have.